You know what?! Food is addictive!

OK, I'm guessing it is a good sign that this is my second post of the day right?
I just had to share this...
This afternoon I had a child's birthday party to go to. Gustavo just completed 1 year. That's like a mark in someone's life, but mostly just the parents' of course... lol
So there is this whole society's tradition of throwing a biiiiig party, where the kid has no idea of what is going on and its so stressing for its tiny body and mind that all they do is cry and cry... While the parents are getting a kick of everything that is going on, proudly showing off money and how great they think their baby is. Of course, don't take me wrong, I'm SO doing it for my kids too, lol, I'm just analysing it.
Well, for us, guests that aren't parents, there is only one thing to do, EAT! :D
Food, glorious food! (as Mark would say...)
Nothing better than a kid's party if what you like is eating. When you are single/not married, you always want to look good so your friends or family don't look at you with that disapproving eyes thinking 'Geez, she will never marry". And that's the point of going to a kid's party, no one that is there cares about how you look and generally they are so busy with the kids, that they definitely don't look at you!
This is a picture of how I got to the party, tidy looking:

Normal right?
Well, this is another one, from after all the eating... I look 6 months pregnant :D (of twins)

Ok, in my defence, I was pushing my belly and hips forward to make it easier to hold the baby.. But still, that's the result of eating at a kid's party hehe

Now here I am, laying in bed feeling like a snake that just swallowed a lamb... LOL
Wish me luck people, need a good digestion...
muah muah

Love messes with your head!

This is probably my 1000th attempt on writing a blog. I mean, I can do it like create it, design and etc, and even have a starting post, the difficulty is in keeping it for longer than a month. Since I have a motive to keep it going now, maybe it becomes easier to remind myself to come over here and post something.

I plan on talking about everything here, mostly trend topics, especially inside health, and from time to time I'll have to dedicate the whole post to my beloved one. <3

Just like this one, teehee...

So I hope whoever is reading this enjoys it (in the future, because for today, it is a special message for him..)!

I'll take the time to explain the title of it later, since I'm quite sure I don't have more than 5 readers at the moment... :P

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Hey love of my life, I just felt like writing something to you so I could tell you a little bit of how special things have been feeling and being, also describe how special you are!

Who would say that from millions of people being so much closer to us we would find each other out of the blue and end up falling deeply in love!

A year ago we met, and unfortunately we didn't work out then, but I'm guessing that God chose not to put us together so he could work on us somehow so when the time would come we would be ready to have and love each other. So I'm considering here the 'first' time we met, the actually second, ok? So ever since we started talking I could feel something was different, not only that you had changed, but I could feel you were different from other men and that something was dragging me to you with full speed and strength. Ever since the first minute we started talking all I would want is to talk more and more with you and spend all my hours there, just knowing more about you, from the simplest things to the complex ones like dreams and such. No wonder we spent so many hours talking that first day. And you can believe me when I say, even though it sounds crazy, and as crazy it can be, I loved you ever since then.

I don't know how many people fall in love like that, nor if a love like that exists, all I know is that my love for you was real ever since the beginning and it kept growing and growing.

Every second we spend together only builds in me this huge urge of taking care of you, of being tight to you and never letting you go, of being your best friend, your partner, your wife!

How is it possible to love someone this much? I don't know how, but I LOVE you. How can it be possible to want someone this much? I don't know, but I WANT you. I don't feel like putting reason in all of this, because it is perfect just like it is and I'm guessing that some things just aren't reasonable.

I don't know if you realized that, but you are inch by inch everything I didn't even know I wanted and am not, as I believe I am everything you wanted and you're not. So we perfectly match, in a way that you are the half of me that I am not.

I know sometimes it seems hard to love someone so far away and I'm usually I'm the weaker one that tends to get desperate and not see things clearly, I then try to calm down and think that won't be distance that will drive us apart, that this is just for the short moment and everything is working just fine to bring us together and allow us a whole happy life... After all, there is no victory without suffering and if this is the price to pay to have you forever, I'm definitely paying it!!!

I can't wait to meet you love, to have you in my arms and be in yours, to know how is it like to have you touching me with so much desire, to know how do you smell like and how it is to have you whispering your sexy voice on my ears... But I confess I like our way of dating, because this way we get to know more of each other with so much talking, it's a special bond that we are creating. (Ok, I also admit it bothers me from time to time in some points, but we have discussed it already and problems are solved now ;) )

I love knowing more about you and everything is a lot meaningful when it comes to you! I want to know you better than I know myself!

You have made me change so much in such a short period of time, I did things that I didn't even know I was capable of and you proved me that I was better than I thought I could be, you give me confidence, you give me strength. You became the thing I want the most in this life! All I have been doing lately involves me thinking about the magical moment when we both say "Yes, I do" in a very pretty scenario and become each other's for life and then my life will start for real, because what I have been doing is just sub-existence.

Well sweet love, I just wanted to let you know a little bit of what I think and feel towards everything that is happening with us and around us. Know that I LOVE YOU and I don't regret saying it nor feel ashamed of it. I believe you can go years knowing someone and not loving this person and you can meet someone and love him ever since the first second and be sure he is the love of your life and that you want him forever! And that is what happened with us...

Thank you for being this loving person, so open to this amazing feeling, also thank you for loving me back...

You're the best gift that I could ever get from God after life itself...

Love you much more than yesterday and way less than tomorrow...

Many many many kisses, yours, Jackie, or wifey.. hehe